Sorry if I bore you but I do like to look over stats, and
what I have noticed is that every time I go to a lower weight that I have been
before, while on this journey I have gained back as much as 5 pounds then I
slowly drop back down sometimes I go lower than I have been and others I level
out at a weight a pound or two above the lowest I have been. Then I will do a
push to drop some weight and the process just repeats itself. I has been very
frustrating to me but at least now I recognize it as being something that my
body just does. It is like a few weeks ago I made it to 194 then boom I was up
to 199, now I have been on a slow and steady drop back to 197.4 which of course
I have been to before. If I am correct I will drop to somewhere around 196 and
level off for some time then I should be able to drop again to 194 and below
and the process will continue this way until one day in the distant future I
should reach the goal that my doctor would like me to get to somewhere between
188 and 192. I believe I will do it but I will not push it, I just now believe
it will happen even if it takes another year or more.
And I also believe if I keep working at it and retraining my
body I will get off the blood pressure meds. You see even my doctor does not
believe I need the meds for my blood pressure but due to the fact that I have
been on them so very long my body just is not functioning without them. But I
am slowly pulling my body off of them by slowly cutting it down and I believe
that I will be off of them sometime before the end of this year. At this time
am taking just 1 eighth of the amount every day that I was back last fall. I
can win this battle too.
All I am trying to say here is that the more you know
yourself, and the more you are willing to push yourself, but be patient you can
win the battle. Yes I know there are certain issue that will not be won and we
just have to except it. But the ones that can be we need to take on ourselves
to win. But also never do it without your doctors approval and supervising.
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